Monday, May 26, 2014

Chicago- National Catholic Foresenics League Grand National Tournament















Harvest Time

                As I have driven around Northeast Nebraska this week, I have been inspired by nature’s beauty and the warm weather that feels like summer is finally arriving.  I see farmers in their fields preparing to sow their seeds, planting their crops by doing whatever it is they do to unleash their seeds’ inner code to grow and produce abundantly.  The fields begin to awaken and the irony is not lost on me as we finish the last days of school for the year, my Seniors cross the stage to bloom into their futures that await, our sons come home from college and three brave juniors with laptops and an extemp bin climb into a SUV and journey with me across the prairie to the National Catholic Forensics’ League Grand National Tournament in Chicago.  For us, it’s harvest time.
                For the past week and a half while the rest of the Hartington students started their summer vacations and the building renovation crews moved in, three of our speech team members were hold up in the 3rd floor computer lab for 8 hours a day reading, researching and expanding their knowledge (and extemp files);   writing, presenting and critiquing speeches, while debating economic and foreign policies.  I learned so much.  We explored these issues in relation to the tenets of our Faith, the education they are consumers of on a daily basis and why all of this matters to them and the judges they would meet in Chicago.  It felt like Harvest time.  We had worked all year to help them find and refine their voices, while discerning where their roads might lead them.  Most of the time, I just listen in amazement.  In my most revolutionary moments, I am not sure the schools we need to construct or renovate have to do with walls or trophies, but rather ideas and attitudes.  Sometimes I think if I could give my students a set of extemp questions and a weekend in Chicago, their education, voice and vocation would emerge.  As our extempers go out into the world to fight for justice, serve others and make meaning, they...
are like superheroes… in suits… minus the capes.


Saturday, November 30, 2013

At the Front Lines of the Revolution...

    in the Classroom...   



Chapter 1
     When I came home from school the other day, I told my husband of 25 years that I had the best day ever in my 26 years of teaching.  Here's why-  this is kind of like a confession...

     My seniors are finishing A Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens, and even though, as a teacher, I know and understand what makes it a classic, sometimes I struggle to convey that information to those smart, beautiful people surrounding me each day...  I always want the curricular activities I use to be authentic and rigorous at the same time, but every now and then the forces of the universe converge to give me, and those students, something greater than I ever could have planned.  God is like that, ya know...     

Chapter 2
         Anyway, I became aware (ahem) of a Facebook page entitled "Cedar Catholic Confessions."  I read it and felt sick at what I saw.  I was assured by our Principal that he and our President were already aware of it and had asked Facebook to take it down.  They were waiting to hear.  As our President, Father Loseke had written in that week's bulletin, "... Due to the anonymous nature of the sites, anyone, whether or not they have any connection to the school, can submit a post and say anything, true or false, he or she may want. Because of this, some of our students at Cedar Catholic were mentioned by name and were subjected to sexually harassing comments. Other individuals had posted raunchy and explicit comments" (http://www.holytrinityhartington.com/bulletin11-10-13.pdf).  

Chapter 3
     It was disturbing.  I didn't want to interfere [yeah, right ;) ] with the investigation, so I made several obtuse and veiled "observations and comments" to my students warning them not to have anything to do with inappropriate or even scandalous affiliations that might be out there, especially during this time of year.  Advent, you say?  True, I say, but I was thinking National-Honor-Society-recommendations-time, actually.  "Think about the short and long term consequences for your actions and what messages you send out into the world on social media, for example," I offered.    In my mind I accused, "Heads WILL roll, baby!"   (Cue in Madame DeFarge knitting because I was already losing my head over this situation...)  Luckily, the Lord had BETTER plans.

Chapter 4
     (Forgive me, Father (Loseke), for taking literary license with what happened next for dramatic effect and literary emphasis.  I confess it now to you and to any reader, but, it is essential to understand and feel, the power and poise with which you spoke.)  

     When Father walked in front of the altar on Friday morning, no one said a word.  Some students exchanged glances with eyes pulsing for exaggerated effect.  Everyone just knew that a storm was brewing, but none of us knew exactly what this tempest might look like.  I expected anger and ranting because of the shock I felt after reading those "confessions."  Instead the battle cry built over the next several minutes while Father spoke and crescendoed toward revolution.  Much like his bulletin plea, he explained"  ...we at Cedar Catholic petitioned Facebook to take down the demeaning site, but they refused our request due to the protection of free speech rights in America and their own polices at Facebook.  Nevertheless, we decided that we would not allow our students and our school to be maligned or harassed any longer. Originally, keeping in mind our Safe Environment policies, we cautioned people to avoid the page because of the sexually explicit nature of some of the posts.  However, we decided to try to beat the creator of these sites at his or her own game through our own right to free speech. On Friday, I asked anyone and everyone with a Facebook account who is a student, parent, alumnus, or friend of Cedar Catholic to visit the Cedar Catholic Confessions page during the noon hour, to 'like' it, and to post at least five positive, upbuilding, and complimentary comments about Cedar Catholic. Our goal: to flood their wall with so many good and positive messages all at once about Cedar Catholic that anything wicked would be buried under the sheer amount of goodness...As you do, please do not submit anything negative about the site or the site's administrator. We want to keep it totally and completely good.  
     (Pastor’s Note: I am writing this article Friday morning... so I hope that by the time you read this bulletin article, we will already see the effect of our social media revolution to take back our good names.)  As Christians, we firmly believe that evil, which lurks in the shadows and in the darkness, cannot survive when it is dragged out into the light... We can never forget that we are the light of the world. In the name of Christ, we must let His light where it is absent! This past week’s experience taught us that sometimes one cannot fight evil and wickedness with power. Rather, we are reminded that sin and evil are always defeated by goodness, love, respect, and virtue. Thanks to all who helped, and who will continue to help, keep our kids and our schools safe from evil" (http://www.holytrinityhartington.com/bulletin11-10-13.pdf).  THIS WAS WAR! or was it?

Chapter 5     
     I chastised my lame self the entire way back into the classroom for, after reading and "absorbing" the themes from A Tale of Two Cities a dozen times or more, I had never apparently synthesized them into my being.  After going all "Madame DeFarge" before Mass, I returned to my classroom, a more humble, contrite revolutionary.  Nevertheless, I marched to the front of the classroom , fired up the laptop and blasted the Beatles', "Revolution" (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tH9zG28GQEg).  My seniors and I discussed the nature of revolutions as depicted in the song, in the book and in our lives that morning in Hartington, Nebraska.  Synchronicity.  In my mind's soundtrack, it was actually the music from "Do You Hear the People Sing?" (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PTLwzuQuRsw) from Les Miserables that pounded in my brain as we made our way to the computer lab.  

Chapter 6
     There was a light evanescent air in the computer lab as students excitedly shared and volleyed ideas around for their part in this war of words.  They logged onto Facebook (eek) and read the other comments by the parents, students and alumni as I heard them laugh and say, "I know... I love that about our school!"  The room was abuzz with everything that we LOVED about our school, and they searched their hearts for ways to say it best.  They were PROUD to defend HER.  There were PROUD to defend US.  The students, members of the Cedar Catholic family, didn't even ignore the most obvious irritations that affect us, or any member of a family, on a daily basis.  They took on those bullets too.  Maybe this is what confession should really be.  Acknowledging, in great love and light, the good and the bad that comprise us all.  When the "administrators" of the Confessions' page broke in and editorialized saying something to the effect that they didn't mind the positive, but that the posted comments couldn't be DULL, I knew that LOVE had overpowered the darkness.  Light wins.  

 Epilogue
     By 2:30 that afternoon, the Cedar Catholic Confessions' page was down.  Objective met..lesson learned... case closed.  Peace achieved...Thy kingdom come. 



Sunday, October 13, 2013

Corn Husking Practice

The "Girls" cheer Paul on!

Check out the website for more info http://www.cornhusking.com/

Captain Hook himself, Paul Korth

Action shot

My lame attempt

The "Girls" wondering what on Earth I could be doing...

The Corn Husking Couple, Paul and Shirley Korth

That's allotta corn!



Sunday, September 22, 2013

The Emmy Awards in Los Angeles...


Okay, Okay, I am not at the Emmy Awards.  I'll be at school tomorrow, but I am living vicariously through my sister who is at the Emmy Awards in Los Angeles tonight!  Read all about these golden statues... http://www.emmys.tv/awards/history-emmy-statuette

Wednesday, September 4, 2013

Heaven- Caught up in Thought

Brittney before she popped the question...
 Our Angel Chelsea...

  

What's a Godmother For?

     This summer our Goddaughter Brittney came up to the cabin, and one evening after dinner, in the midst of a ferocious card game of war, she asked me, "What's a Godmother for?"          
     Although in hindsight I am sure it was some sort of tactic to throw me off my game just in the midst of a stunning comeback, I replied in an equally stunning cerebral way, "What do you mean?"  She went on to explain that one of her friends told her that if anything ever happened to her mom and dad, she would probably end up living with her Godparents.  THAT's what Godparents are for, she proclaimed!  I assured Brittney that could and would always be a possibility, but I really felt my job as her Godmother was to inspire her soul and point her toward the love of God.  I have always wanted to support her parents in nurturing her Faith.  Some Godmother of the Soul, I am, eh?

my incredible Godmother, Aunt Marie

     Well, since then, I have thought about this a great deal.  I have thought about my own Godparents and how they have served as an inspiration to me through the years, and how I want to truly serve my Godchildren, these seven incredible people I have been entrusted to light and love.  I've never exactly known how best to do this.  After all, where is the elusive Godparents' Guide to the Galaxy?  Sometimes I feel like I fail especially when I live so far away from them for most of the year.  This insight comes especially hard during this week when we remember in a special way Brittney's twin sister, our Goddaughter Chelsea who died from SIDS in 2001.  I know that she is in Heaven, and my goal is that someday, we'll all join her.  Even in this, Chelsea is the one to lead me toward peace, love, joy and understanding because I get that from her spirit each and every day.  These are the characteristics I most want to epitomize as a Godmother, mother, wife, daughter, sister, aunt, niece, cousin, friend, teacher and neighbor.  Of all of the things that I have ever questioned in my life, and trust me there have been many, my Faith in God has always been my one constant.  But how do I measure up in conveying this to those around me and especially my sacred seven?
     A couple of years ago, just after we moved to Nebraska, I read an article in a magazine that inspired me to send out a survey/evaluation tool to my Godchildren to see if I was measuring up.  I got some really interesting responses, but with the Grace of God, it might be time to send it out again and update the data.  Anyway, here's what the letter looked like...

Dear Child of God/Godchild of mine,

"Being the best Godmother to you is the most important thing in the world to me.  Please answer the following survey questions in order to assist me in doing my job better.  I want you to know that I am very proud to be your Godmother.  Thank you for taking the time to respond.  You may return this to me anytime." 

1.  Name something that we have done in the past together that you have really enjoyed and you want to do again.

Brian...

2.  What is one thing you have wanted to do with me but never have?
Conor
 3.  What one thing have you wanted me to teach or tell you that I never have?
Emily
 4.  What one thing is really on your mind that you want me to know?
Tarah!
Sean
5.  How am I measuring up?




Love, 
Auntie PJ

Sunday, September 1, 2013

Wausa...Color Run!

The Rising Phoenixes
cough, cough...gag!





Wednesday, August 21, 2013

Nebraska...The Good Life

In the beginning...


It's harder than it looks...


so I wasn't in the wagon this year...

I was okay with that.


He was so high up...

Three generations

This shot is too beautiful to be real



Grandpa Huwaldt and his boys

Nebraska Gothic... Oops, I am on the wrong side!

I will never look at my oatmeal at breakfast the same


God is good... All the time!






My weak arms were throbbing here.  Mr. Huwaldt wasn't even breaking a sweat!

Hitching it right for the ride to Pierce...

Next stop the Pierce Threshing Bee!

"Hey, Is this Heaven?" "No, it's Nebraska."  

Bringing in the ...Oats!

      Each year, it seems that we return to Nebraska a little bit later in the summer.  The last couple of years, I have returned too late to participate in the annual tradition of bringing in the oats in order to prepare for the Pierce Threshing Bee.  But not this year.  No, Siree, Bob... The loading of the oat shocks was Tuesday night, but Tuesday was hot.  Darn hot,.  It was so darn hot, I wasn't sure what to expect.  In all honesty, I guess I should have expected what I have come to experience each August when we cross from Iowa into Nebraska and see the "Nebraska-  The Good Life" sign.  I feel a tremendous sense of peace, relief that our odyssey has come to an end for another year and a quiet kind of joy.  This peacefulness comes over me after I pass through Sioux City and head west on Highway 20.  People wave from passing cars as all of those old familiar sights and smells wash over me...  I look for the county 13 and 40 plates.  Nebraska is like "Cheers" in that way... it seems like everyone knows your name, story and vehicle.  Anyway, I felt that peacefulness last night lobbing those bundles.  There was a gentle breeze blowing, and the sky went on forever.  All the generations came and worked together sharing drinks, expertise, pitchforks, opinions and lots of laughter.  The sky and its setting sun cast a rainbow of light on the cool warmth of community.

       I wish I had a picture riding back to the parsonage with Mr. Huwaldt down those country gravel roads last night as he was telling me stories of what farming had been like through the years.  Although I didn't get in the wagons last night, I felt like I was on top of the world all the way home. Do you remember that part in Field of Dreams when Shoeless Joe Jackson was asking Ray where he was playing on that baseball field?  Shoeless Joe called out, "Hey, Is this Heaven?"
     Ray replied, "No, it's Iowa."  I don't know about you, but last night in the Gubbels' field west (?) of Coleridge, Nebraska did feel a little like Heaven.